it's been awhile since i've felt this way.

the.. watch and read twilight non stop feeling.

2 years ago, i was at that point.

and somehow, i find myself slowly going back there.

my body system's just becoming wack, i think.

work is just exhausting and i find it hard to get some rest without jerking up every other hour in the middle of the night.

i actually feel sad, like very sad.

and i don't know who to turn to.