Sometimes, in life we forget the simplest of things.
Things like just taking care of yourself yknow?

Like just applying lotion or painting your nails and so on.

And when you finally get that free time, it becomes this lazy habit, you dont get it done anymore.

I remember a time I loved painting nails, I wanted to be a manicurist?

And today I've lost my touch in painting nails cause I havent done it in so long.

The point here is,

I think, there's so many things out there that you wanna do, wanna see, just wanna go out there.

But at some point everything around you just gets so mundane, nothing inspires you anymore?

And funny how in me I've got these little things that I believe in, childish little things that make me happy when I think about it?

like the red caravan, the smilemaker machine, space expedition

And knowing that these stuff may be just, unrealistic, it sucks yknow?

I dont even know if I'm making any sense here.

Back to school tomorrow, miss me for abit yea? :)

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